Changing You

Seeing you with someone else,
is like a dagger piercing my heart
inch by inch, day after day,
with blood dripping everywhere,
but you don’t see it.

Secretly loving you everyday,
is like suicide,
telling myself that it will be all right,
then,
seeing the two of you together,
finally breaking me.

I’ve tried to tell you how I feel,
but every time I drop it
‘cuz I don’t know how you will react,
and I don’t want to mess things up between us.

I’ve wanted you to change,
I even wanted to change you myself
but saw that no matter what,
I can not change you the way I want you
‘cuz that will just not be fair towards you.

My hopes of being with you for life
has vanished, vanished forever,
but the only thing that remains
and makes a scar on my heart,
that will stay there no matter what
is my feelings for you….